JESUS makes beautiful the things of my life.... ^.^~
*Nothing in this world can ever separate me from the LOVE of JESUS LOVE HIM so much more than anything in my lifeeee ^^~
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Especially for you I wanna let you know what I was Going through All the time we were apart I thought Of you You were in my heart My love never changed I still feel the same
Especially for you I wanna tell you I was feeling that Way too And if dreams were wings, you Know I would have flown to you To be where you are No matter how far And now that I’m next to you
No more dreaming about Tomorrow Forget the loneliness and the sorrow I’ve got to say It’s all because of you
And now were back together, Together I wanna show you my heart is oh so true And all the love I have is Especially for you
Especially for you I wanna tell you, you mean all the world to me How I’m certain that our love was Meant to be You changed my life You showed me the way And now I’m next to you
I’ve waited long enough to find you I wanna put all the hurt behind you And I wanna bring out the love Inside you, oh and Now were back together, together I wanna show you my heart is oh so true And all the love I have is Especially for you
You were in my heart My love never changed And now that I’m next to you No more dreaming about Tomorrow Forget the loneliness and the Sorrow I’ve got to say It’s all because of you
Tuhan Engkau mendengar seruan hatiku Semua keluhku tak tersembunyi bagiMu
dalam kesesakkanku ku mau berdiam berharap padaMu Yesus Sumber kekuatanku
Sbab aku ini milikMu aku di dalam hatiMu kasih setiamu yang menghidupkan aku Sbab aku ini milikMu tak kupertahankan hidupku biar kehendakMu kerjakanlah dalam hidupku Aku mau percaya….
"Adapun Allah, jalanNya sempurna; janji TUHAN adalah murni; Dia menjadi perisai bagi semua orang yang berlindung padaNya." ~Mazmur 18:31
lying down, underneath the stars thinking about the way you looked into my eyes and told me how you feel i dont know if my heart and mind are singing the same tune need to know coz within me is a mix of fear, a little thrill
can't believe what i feel is real feelings that's hard to conceal i would hold you in my arms if you were mine forevermore
*you and i i never thought i'd fall for you the best thing underneath the twinkling stars my heart desires to be close to you so you can take my hand and embrace me now minimizing all my fears and i know that all my doubts will disappear there's nothing to conceal it's real
and i tried, i cant seem to get myself to think of anything but you i keep falling deeper but it gets sweeter too everything, every single thing about you touches my heart in a way i have never felt like this before, it's real
can't believe what i feel is real feelings that's hard to conceal i would hold you in my arms if you were mine forevermore
*repeat
can't believe what i feel is real feelings that's hard to conceal i would hold you in my arms if you were mine forevermore
This road that I'm taking twists and turns My life my chance turning dreams into reality. Down this path faced with so many things Sometimes I feel like giving up and turn away
Can't seem to go on. And I've been thru' this before. Now where am I? Where do I stand? A little lost here. But I'll remember. All those times you've bought me thru'. I'd be a fool to give up cos' the goal is near
I'll move on I'll go on. Lord I will take your hand. And you will guide me along. Survive thru' this storm. So I say, come what may. I'll hold on to my hope. Yes, I will walk down this road. And my passion drive will lead me on
Here I am Once again caught in the rain. Looking back I've come so far And I want to carry on Take a step a little time It's alright. Even thru' this rain, I want to smile again
Don't hold back now. And i've been thru' this before. Now where am I? Where do I stand? A little lost here. But I'll remember. All those times you've bought me thru'. I can feel the sun shining down on me
Here I am, Here I am. Lord I will take your hand. And you will guide me along. Survive thru' this storm. So I say, come what may. I'll hold on to my hope. Yes, I will walk down this road. And my passion drive will lead me on.
(by: Olivia Ong) :)
I'll move on.....I'll go on.....guide my way JESUS ^.^
ashita, kyou yori mo suki ni nareru afureru omoi ga tomara nai ima mo konnani suki de iru noni kotoba ni deki nai
kimi no kure ta hibi ga tsumikasanari sugi satta hibi futari arui ta ' kiseki ' bokura no deai ga moshi guuzen nara ba? unmei nara ba? kimi ni meguri ae ta sore tte ' kiseki '
*futari yorisotte arui te kowai no ai o katachi ni shi te itsu made mo kimi no yoko de waratte itaku te arigatou ya Ah aishi teru ja mada tari nai kedo semete iwa se te ' shiawase desu ' to?
itsumo kimi no migi no tenohira o tada boku no hidari no tenohira ga sotto tsutsun de ku sore dake de tada ai o kanji te i ta
hibi no naka de chiisana shiawase mitsuke kasane yukkuri arui ta ' kiseki ' bokura no deai ha ookina sekai de chiisana dekigoto meguri ae ta sore tte ' kiseki '
umaku ika nai hi datte futari de ire ba hare datte! tsuyogari ya sabishi sa mo wasure rareru kara boku ha kimi de nara boku de i reru kara! dakara itsumo soba ni i te yo ' itoshii kimi he '
futari fuza ke atta kaerimichi sore mo taisetsu na bokura no hibi ' omoi yo todoke!!!' to tsutae ta toki ni hajimete mise ta hyoujou no kimi sukoshi ma ga ai te kimi ga unazui te bokura no kokoro mitasa re te ku ai de boku ra mada tabi no tochuu de mata korekara saki mo nan juu nen tsudui te ikeru you na mirai he
tatoeba hora ashita o miushinai sou ni bokura natta toshite mo, , ,
Repeat *
umaku ika nai hi datte futari de ire ba hare datte! yorokobi ya kanashimi mo subete wake aeru kimi ga iru kara iki te ikeru kara! dakara itsumo soba ni i te yo ' itoshii kimi he ' saigo no ichi byou made
ashita, kyou yori egao ni nareru kimi ga iru dake de sou omoeru kara nan juu nen nan hyaku nen nan sen nen toki o koeyo u
I can only imagine...What it would be like....when I walk by Your side :)
I can only imagine...... (WOW Worship)
Have u ever dreamed about something then suddenly it comes when ur dreams come true.....
29th October 2003, the day when I wrote my diary....Mission Night pertama, dibukanya Paul & Barnabas School (School of Missionary in Mawar Sharon Church), partnership meeting for revival ^^ saat itu ak msh SMP dua kayae......Actually I forgot what Ps.Philip had preached that day, I just remember when He called for people who want to serve JESUS and become a missionary. ASIA 4 JESUS (pas itu ak tulis di diaryku pd thn 2003, and now 6 tahun kemudian, ASIA for JESUS adalah kegerakan yang dirilis di Taiwan dan thn ini bakal diadain di Surabaya, 14-16 Mei 2009)
Betapa ku menyadari di dalam hidupku ini , Kau selalu memberi rancangan terbaik oleh karena kasih....
(Maria Shandi - "Sentuh Hatiku)
Oh betapa murni janjiMu TUHAN seperti perak yang teruji
Janji TUHAN tiada pernah berubah dulu kini dan selamanya....
(Siska - Janji TUHAN)
at that time.....Aku da 1 org tmnku yg laen menanggapi panggilan yg diberikan sekalipun waktu itu kita masih SMP (msh imut2 hahaha), dan 1 hal yg ak inget Ko Philip bilang "Buat kalian yang ingin diutus tp sekarang masih sekolah, selesaikan dulu studimu, pada waktu yang tepat TUHAN akan pakai kalian", satu hal yang terus aku pegang dan imani dari SMP, walaupun gk mudah, n jujur g mudah, begitu bnyk rintangan yang rasae membuat ak pingin menyerah. SMP 3 jd sponsor, SMA 2 jd Fas, bahkan ada saat2 d mana ak merasa gagal sebagai seorang fasilitator (pemimpin kelompok sel), saat-saat di mana ak pingin keluar dari pelayanan dan jd orang yg biasa2 aja....mau lari kul ke LN juga, tp mang bner "Ke manakah aku dapat pergi menjauhi RohMu TUHAN, kuberlari mendaki ke langit, namun Engkau ada di sana...." GOD still love me and make me remember about my promise in 2003 :)
May 15th 2008 ~ my 20th Birthday
Dekan n wakil dekan (Pak Ido and Ms.Grace) manggil aku n 1 org tmnku perihal kita ngeapply student exchange program,then such a great surprise, both of us accepted.....^^
pas ultahku lg smpe kaget2 dwe hahahahahaha.......
then.....
Karena beberapa hal akhrnya aku yg hrusnya berangkat lbh dulu harus ditunda, di switch utk Spring 2009
Actually, GOD is good all the time, and all the time GOD is good :)
DIA g mau ak pergi dgn masalah2 yg msh belum selesai.......semester 5 berjalan dan masalah2 yang ak kira g akan selesai, selesai begitu saja dan now.........near d time of departure......
My Dream in Japan......My Hope......My Faith........ ^.^
Choose Me Lord
Use Me Lord
YOU can trust me to bring YOU glory
To spread the good news of JESUS
Send Me Lord
Use Me Lord
Your loving life is my life
The Power of The Lord is in me....
brand New SylpooO....olweS SMILE and be Happy wherevEr I am, whatevEr I do....counting days to be sent to Japan, hopE that I can survive and gEt many experiences, also spread the gospel of JESUS (yeah....I'm disciple of CHRIST for suRe ;p ), year 2009 ~ year of sending, many dreams will come true when I put HIM as d first in my life , more than anything in this world.... yESS!!! I'm ready for that LORD, use me as Your will, all that I am is YOURS ^^
CoZ JESUS makes beautiful the things of my liFeEee..... ^^~
